Oct 08, 2006 14:59
I'm seriously thinking about chopping my hair off. I want it to be really short..I mean not extremely short, but I need a change. I need to start new. For some reason, hair cuts just always seem to be the answer.
This year is devoted to study. Nothing else. I'm sick of going out. I'm sick of having fun, really. I just want to concentrate and be good at something. I can't change the world if I can't change myself, which is what I need to do at this point in time. I need to be independent and in control of my life, which I'm not at this moment.
I need to change now.