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Feb 21, 2005 12:25

We went down to help out in LA over the weekend. There was a big battle for Connor against one of the Powers that Be. Sometimes I get so overwhelmed with the things we do. They're scary you know? Casting spells and protecing people and all that.

Willow was having bad dreams before we went, I thought it was because of the spells and stuff we had to cast. you know worry before the fact about the big battle. But even after it was done she's still all tossy turny Willow who cries in her sleep like someone has broke her heart into a million pieces. And s-sometimes she screams, it scares me.

I don't know what to do, at work today I'm going to look up sleep spells and see if I can get her a good nights rest. Last night when I woke her up she j-just held onto me like I was going to leave and she never went back to sleep.

I can't help but wonder if this has to do with the stuff she told me before. I mean I made her tell me what was worrying her and then she started having bad bad dreams. Did I make this happen by making her open up? I mean I know I probably didn't, but what if I did?
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