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Willow and I celebrated Imbolc a day late because of the singing. Which is okay since it wasn't always on the same day in the middle ages, it was all based on the moon cycle and whether your sheep had started lactating. Since we didn't have a sheep to tell us when to celebrate we can just say we guessed.
I made all sorts of food since you're supposed to have a feast to celebrate and I know that the whole house was happy for all the yummy treats and we did a ceremony to reawaken the sun. It seemed like Willow's energy was a little off so I made her talk about the singing.
I didn't talk to her about it until the singing stopped because I don't know how I'd take it if she started to s-smoke in front of me. I don't like to see her in pain I don't think I'd take burning very well.
It was a struggle to get her to tell me. But we sat on the bed and I gave her lots of time. She thinks she's a screw up. She still has guilt over bringing Buffy back, and the whole slayer ensoulment thing and even some stuff from high school. I didn't realize she was keeping all this inside, I'm worried because keeping all this stuff bottled can't be good. But she told it to me so that's a step forward right?
I made all sorts of food since you're supposed to have a feast to celebrate and I know that the whole house was happy for all the yummy treats and we did a ceremony to reawaken the sun. It seemed like Willow's energy was a little off so I made her talk about the singing.
I didn't talk to her about it until the singing stopped because I don't know how I'd take it if she started to s-smoke in front of me. I don't like to see her in pain I don't think I'd take burning very well.
It was a struggle to get her to tell me. But we sat on the bed and I gave her lots of time. She thinks she's a screw up. She still has guilt over bringing Buffy back, and the whole slayer ensoulment thing and even some stuff from high school. I didn't realize she was keeping all this inside, I'm worried because keeping all this stuff bottled can't be good. But she told it to me so that's a step forward right?