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ohhhh i am sooooooo pathetic!! i cannot get johnny out of my head it's reallllllly annoying. everytime i think im over him something changes it!! the other day when i was out and saw him he was sooo cute and looked so beautiful but he was talking to other girls and it just made me realllllly saaaaad. and another night i saw him and we had a really nice conversation but he seemed a little bit low and it actually made me feel better cos i could tell there was just a little hint of 'what if we were still together?' in his eyes. i cant believe i feel happier to see him unhappy - i am so evil!! and then i think of horrible stuff like what if i saw him kissing someone, i would be realllllly sad! ahhhhhhhh. its so annoying - i should be over it already but im not. and its not like im upset at all cos i know stuff just wasnt right between us anymore but i cant help thinking that he should still be in love with me and still want me but i doubt he does.......>:(

screwed up all your photos,
didnt feel too clever
spent the whole of sunday
sticking you together
now id like to call you
but i feel too awkward
some things need explaining
no one told me it was raining....

i. am. silly.

anyway...rant over. i just needed to let that all out!

i think my favourite word in the world ever is 'rubbish'. what's your favourite word??

<3<3