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so those of you who know me know that it was the four year anniversary of my brothers death on monday. it still hurts but more a dull ache now. we went through the ritual where we gather a lot of people who hate one another in one place all connected by love for the same person who is sadly no longer with us. i guess its a beautiful thing really that we can all come together over this even though we all want each other dead.

that was possibly the most incoherent thing ive written recently.

i dont know anymore. its all so pointless and empty.

belle is back home, its wonderful but i dont like her to see how much ive changed recently.

the end.