the bad place
today is the full moon and i'm just thinking of course about t. we would meet up all the time on the full moon (just by chance) and it would always rain. it was really nice and i wanted to tell him more about how i feel about him but i guess it's better that i didn't. i miss him every single minute of everyday and it hurts that he doesn't think about me or try to talk to me or even care how i am doing. to me i try to be understanding and tell myself there's a lot going on, but i can't help but think that if he cared about me, he would reach out.
i'm going to a full moon ceremony for yoga class and then when i get home i'm going to get a jar and fill it up with moon water and cleanse my crystals and burn some incense and make a wish that he comes back to me.