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I'm sorry I'm posting a lot recently. I just can't seem to do this anymore. The past. The current. Flashbacks. Memories trying to re-surface and are just lingering in the back of my head so I can't get them out. Emotions that are just STUCK back there as well, yet it's overwhelming even if I can't feel them completely. I'm sure none of this makes sense, but it's how I'm feeling at the moment. It's just all too much. I'm afraid I'm going to have a mental breakdown soon...I just don't know what to do. I don't really have anyone to talk to and I wouldn't even know what to say if I did.