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I got really freaked out last night, i was looking out the window and i saw a man who looked like him walking down our road. I went upstairs and semi hid. Anyway i got so i couldnt sleep at all afterwards because i was so freaked.
I cant even explain how...i cut into my arm the word 'NO'
so pissed off because i hadnt cut in a couple of weeks.
now everytime i look at it i can smell him again.
im sorry for this post but im just in such a low place right now. To make things worse we have a self defence lesson tommorow. Great. Everything i didnt do, but what they dont tell you is that if a guy has a knife and tells you he'll kill you - you'll do anything not do some fancy rugby tackle.
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