Ok scared now...

[igosm]

My husband went out last night.  And he's not back.  He knows that I am up now.  I'm starting to think he's being mean or he's hurt.  I'm so sad.  He's probably just driving around, he's lost track of time or he's sleeping somewhere in the car.  I've been sick and crazy and maybe that why he had to run away.. I got mad at him last night because he had to clean up and hide stuff from himself.  He's such a scattered thing.  I don't know how to act.  To demand behavior from him?  To be releaved that he isn't dead... What if he is?