Nov 15, 2005 13:38
Alright so theres nothing between me and Chris. Nothing has or will happened and its become painfully clear that I was on the money when I was afraid that maybe I might be interpreting my feelings too hastily, he was good to me in a bad time, but my affections are no more than friendly. I'm really glad we didn't start anything because it would be pretty freakin crappy...
But COLLIN is about the cutest freakin thing in the world. It was great when we skipped together on Thursday and it was great when he kidnapped me on Saturday to take me to his show and it was great when we danced in the leaf-filled fountain and it was great when he kissed me silly. He's amazing. I thought he was beautiful when I met him a year ago at Lindsey's and I thought he was hilarious when I skipped school with Samantha last year and spent the day in his bed. There was always the issue of his girl friend though, an issue she resolved for me by breaking up with him months ago. Now he's really getting over her and I'm really getting into him...Saturday we spent the day together, shared our lives, and a lollipop. We stayed on the phone till 6 30 in the morning, we made up words and finally named my fish. He kissed me perfectly, with his hands on my waist and his heart in mine. I so rarely like guys like this, all twisty and tingly inside, lol. I so rarely want someone so bad...and when he came over last night...