its getting away from you again
Oh my life, my life.
On Tuesday night, Steven scared the FUCK out of me. He walked out of his house at 9:55, walked through the rain to my house, walked into my house at 10pm, walked up behind me and said, 6 inches from my face, that he thought he was losing his mind. I made him sit, dry off, made him tea, and we talked about Gabby and the power of dreams for about an hour, before the poor kid got up and walked out of my house. He hugged me for the first time in years
Wednesday we had play practice, and Gabby was reading my lines opposite Steven. Drama kids we all, agreed to get super fucked up after practice. Play "I've Never" for shots at my house. I left practice at 4. At 5 I'm in the shower and hear a huge crash in my room, then the phone rings. Apparently, Steven, Gabby, and Phil had been throwing large shit at my windows for 5 minutes. They'd come with goldshlobber and wanted to play. I told them my parents would be home in moments, find another place to play then gimme a call. Anyway, I had to wash the conditioner out of my hair.
We start playing "I've Never" and apprently, I'm the only one who's ever done anything, because I was the only one pounding down. 19 shots later, I was completely out of my head, and off my feet, since thats the first thing to go when Im drunk. Oh, there is video. Video of me making out with Gabby, video of me attempting jumping jacks, video of me talking to myself, telling me to "do this" more often, video of me calling Chris to tell him that I'm sorry but do kindly request that he leave band practice early so I can do nasty things to him. Oh Drunk Kelsey, WHHHYYYY? Lol, Peter drove my car home, I walk in and grab a bag of turkey from the fridge, get on the computer, and make Collin keep me awake until I sober up. So Collin calls me and we talk for like 3 or 4 hours before Chris calls, I switch and talk to him for a while before I finally just...sleep.
Wake up at 6 on Thursday, pretend to go to school. Drive around for hours, take some amazing pictures, get breakfast at starbucks and then later at Atlanta Bread with Chrysteena. Take coffee to Billy, pull him out of bed, and take pictures of him for a while. Watch a movie with Jessica, drive around. Collin left school early to drive down from Ellicott City and hang out with me. We have an awesome time, hanging out, driving around, throwing things at each other at Subway....he leaves. Chris comes over, we go out for Chinese, play some video games until I fall asleep. He tucks me, and its great...
Today wouldve been Erica's 17th birthday, theres a party at the park. Chris is taking me even though he didnt know her, mostly because I wont be able to drive myself home through my tears.Then he has practice, and I have dungeons and dragons. What a week....
On Tuesday night, Steven scared the FUCK out of me. He walked out of his house at 9:55, walked through the rain to my house, walked into my house at 10pm, walked up behind me and said, 6 inches from my face, that he thought he was losing his mind. I made him sit, dry off, made him tea, and we talked about Gabby and the power of dreams for about an hour, before the poor kid got up and walked out of my house. He hugged me for the first time in years
Wednesday we had play practice, and Gabby was reading my lines opposite Steven. Drama kids we all, agreed to get super fucked up after practice. Play "I've Never" for shots at my house. I left practice at 4. At 5 I'm in the shower and hear a huge crash in my room, then the phone rings. Apparently, Steven, Gabby, and Phil had been throwing large shit at my windows for 5 minutes. They'd come with goldshlobber and wanted to play. I told them my parents would be home in moments, find another place to play then gimme a call. Anyway, I had to wash the conditioner out of my hair.
We start playing "I've Never" and apprently, I'm the only one who's ever done anything, because I was the only one pounding down. 19 shots later, I was completely out of my head, and off my feet, since thats the first thing to go when Im drunk. Oh, there is video. Video of me making out with Gabby, video of me attempting jumping jacks, video of me talking to myself, telling me to "do this" more often, video of me calling Chris to tell him that I'm sorry but do kindly request that he leave band practice early so I can do nasty things to him. Oh Drunk Kelsey, WHHHYYYY? Lol, Peter drove my car home, I walk in and grab a bag of turkey from the fridge, get on the computer, and make Collin keep me awake until I sober up. So Collin calls me and we talk for like 3 or 4 hours before Chris calls, I switch and talk to him for a while before I finally just...sleep.
Wake up at 6 on Thursday, pretend to go to school. Drive around for hours, take some amazing pictures, get breakfast at starbucks and then later at Atlanta Bread with Chrysteena. Take coffee to Billy, pull him out of bed, and take pictures of him for a while. Watch a movie with Jessica, drive around. Collin left school early to drive down from Ellicott City and hang out with me. We have an awesome time, hanging out, driving around, throwing things at each other at Subway....he leaves. Chris comes over, we go out for Chinese, play some video games until I fall asleep. He tucks me, and its great...
Today wouldve been Erica's 17th birthday, theres a party at the park. Chris is taking me even though he didnt know her, mostly because I wont be able to drive myself home through my tears.Then he has practice, and I have dungeons and dragons. What a week....