the.... ex
I stole from a store today.
Haha.. I just picked up this nifty lighter that i wanted, and walked right out.
well.. it is a part of the story that i completely forget i had it, and realized it was still in my hand when we got out.
anyways, that went just fine. Im not that pure hearted that i returned and paid for it.
now for the first day of "russetid." It was okay, definitely not as cool as i imagined, but it will definitely get better. Though, I'm already fucking tired of children that want cards.
and for the ex, of course I had to meet her when we were drunk. It was frustrating, annoying, sad, and angering. Totally ruined my night.
First she walks past me, and pulls me in for a kiss on the cheek, and walks away.
Then she walks up to me and my best friend, because she wanted free cigarettes.
She proceeds with wanting to check my arms for cuts. Wth? I'm not sure im glad or annoyed that I didn't cut the previous night, I wasn't far from it. What did she mean by that? Does she want me to hurt so she can feel important, or does she want me to be fine so her conscience can be better. I do not know. Sadly I care.
Later I find her at the club thing. Very very drunk. She hugs me, and introduces me to this guy that she was just kissing in front of my face.
"Tony." I already hate him. He was the kind of guy that was just around, impatient to get the girl to bed, always way more sobre than the girl. A babyfaced fucking .. "Soss. " Well good for you fella, cause she's great in bed. Sadly for you she's a virgin for men, and you're gonna get a shitload of whining. haha.. well.. I feel like a horrible person. Cause my reaction to this is the worst possible. Hateful, jealous, devious, and well yeah.. I'm a really horrible ex girlfriend i think.
Basically, she pity-talked with me, only lingering for free cigarettes and alcohol. btw she always bitched at me whenever I smoked. Even a bit after we broke up. HYPOCRITE
well... Im taking deep breaths and remaining civiilized.. It's for the better.
Now good stuff...............
I bought me a clicker ^_^
Previous night, I counted hugs. And I got to 78 I think.
Goal: Im gonna try get a 1000 before may the 18th ^_^
For tonight;
Msn
Cigarettes
music
særemne
or... to be realistic
someones gonna get me out drinking.
Haha.. I just picked up this nifty lighter that i wanted, and walked right out.
well.. it is a part of the story that i completely forget i had it, and realized it was still in my hand when we got out.
anyways, that went just fine. Im not that pure hearted that i returned and paid for it.
now for the first day of "russetid." It was okay, definitely not as cool as i imagined, but it will definitely get better. Though, I'm already fucking tired of children that want cards.
and for the ex, of course I had to meet her when we were drunk. It was frustrating, annoying, sad, and angering. Totally ruined my night.
First she walks past me, and pulls me in for a kiss on the cheek, and walks away.
Then she walks up to me and my best friend, because she wanted free cigarettes.
She proceeds with wanting to check my arms for cuts. Wth? I'm not sure im glad or annoyed that I didn't cut the previous night, I wasn't far from it. What did she mean by that? Does she want me to hurt so she can feel important, or does she want me to be fine so her conscience can be better. I do not know. Sadly I care.
Later I find her at the club thing. Very very drunk. She hugs me, and introduces me to this guy that she was just kissing in front of my face.
"Tony." I already hate him. He was the kind of guy that was just around, impatient to get the girl to bed, always way more sobre than the girl. A babyfaced fucking .. "Soss. " Well good for you fella, cause she's great in bed. Sadly for you she's a virgin for men, and you're gonna get a shitload of whining. haha.. well.. I feel like a horrible person. Cause my reaction to this is the worst possible. Hateful, jealous, devious, and well yeah.. I'm a really horrible ex girlfriend i think.
Basically, she pity-talked with me, only lingering for free cigarettes and alcohol. btw she always bitched at me whenever I smoked. Even a bit after we broke up. HYPOCRITE
well... Im taking deep breaths and remaining civiilized.. It's for the better.
Now good stuff...............
I bought me a clicker ^_^
Previous night, I counted hugs. And I got to 78 I think.
Goal: Im gonna try get a 1000 before may the 18th ^_^
For tonight;
Msn
Cigarettes
music
særemne
or... to be realistic
someones gonna get me out drinking.