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Mar 19, 2008 18:59

Once in a while, more like once in a month to be correct, I get one of these days. This month it was yesterday.
If i find some really good new music, and experience some family issues, while im full of pre menstrual hormones.
It's just bound to crash.
Yesterday I spent 4 hours of my life, crying about the girl that left me, 6 months ago.
That's just sad isnt it?
This weekend she dropped by after work.
Cute as ever, in her natural look, makeup-less, in that green jacket that compliments her eyes so much.
I on the other hand was smeared up in old makeup, horribly hung over, sitting in a house that looked like hell from the past night.
It was sort of horrid. Though it went peacefully on, I would have died if my best friend wasn't there.
Oh well.
So, she's appearantly completely over me, though she keeps trying to get in contact. I don't get it.
My guess is she likes to see how crushed I still am.
I might be paranoid now, but it is the only reasonable explanation my mind is able to come up with.

Heartbreak is so much fun..
Download Boy with a coin, of Iron and wine. They have tons of beautiful music..
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