my give a damn's busted... teeeeeeeeeehehehe.
Good day, in the end. yessss.
started the day with two voicemails, i seriously have never had more than one, and that is rare. not exactly happy ones though.
krys-if somehow you miraculously read this: i love you!
then i went to camp. i am so proud of myself. i have not passed out. big yeay. for the past two years, i just havent been able to make it. (my magic secret: poptarts! yesss) we did the marching thing. then went inside and had the sectional thingy. i like this guy (cyfair head director) alot better. i just never have liked mr. trong. but thats not why i was talking. want to know why i was talking? um. too bad. i'm not going to post. :P lol. then we had lunch. SILLY me... i forgot my lunch, but still had fun. jenny m and jenny h showed up!! kevin did later, but i sat with jenny h and brian ngo in the sun. why in the sun? i dont know. we just sat down. :D. it was truly fun, and i was truly hyper. i'm happy. and i'm happy to say that i'm happy. because it feels good. tehe. then we went back to the room and i wasnt so peachy, but whatever. i like having meetings after camp... why? becuase it takes 15 minutes out of sectionals. yessss.
i think i might do librarian and vice president. NO, i dont have an extra period, but all the librarians last year didnt either. so ha. plus i know how the machine works in there (:D) and i CAN BE organized. sometimes. :D. if i dont get it, i dont get it. whatever, i'll just try harder next year.
after camp, jenny picked me up and we went to her house, then kohls for clothing. yeay. "we're skinny. yessssss" haha. i think i really needed that trip, i seriously have not laughed that hard in MONTHS. it felt very good. AND i got a present. it was like christmas. jenny got me the new jodee mesina cd, hence my title "my give a damn's busted"
and now for my spchiel for the day.
everything happens for a reason. GET THAT THROUGH YOUR HEAD EvErYoNe! seriously. if something bad happens, if something unexpected happens, freak for a while. then be rational, apologize to the people that you've hurt, and move on. fix it. this might sound harsh, but crying really doesnt solve anything, its just an expression of emotion. all it really does is let the world know how you feel, and how weak you are. NO, i am NOT being a hypocrit. i admit, i cry. i cry infront of people and i tell people when i cry, and i am really open... but you know what? i'm emotionally weak. i'll happily admit it. i really am. but everything happens for a reason. if someone beats you, get over it and beat them again. if your mad about the fact that everything doesnt go your way, dont completely step on people and look horrible. just, seriously, calm down. everything happens for a reason and everything will be okay eventually. it will be okay EVENTUALLY because no one knows exactly WhEn it will be okay. maybe a day, maybe a week, maybe a year. but in the end, ITS GOING TO BE OK. DONT MAKE PEOPLE FEEL HORRIBLE. HAVE EMPATHY.
i had a good day.
started the day with two voicemails, i seriously have never had more than one, and that is rare. not exactly happy ones though.
krys-if somehow you miraculously read this: i love you!
then i went to camp. i am so proud of myself. i have not passed out. big yeay. for the past two years, i just havent been able to make it. (my magic secret: poptarts! yesss) we did the marching thing. then went inside and had the sectional thingy. i like this guy (cyfair head director) alot better. i just never have liked mr. trong. but thats not why i was talking. want to know why i was talking? um. too bad. i'm not going to post. :P lol. then we had lunch. SILLY me... i forgot my lunch, but still had fun. jenny m and jenny h showed up!! kevin did later, but i sat with jenny h and brian ngo in the sun. why in the sun? i dont know. we just sat down. :D. it was truly fun, and i was truly hyper. i'm happy. and i'm happy to say that i'm happy. because it feels good. tehe. then we went back to the room and i wasnt so peachy, but whatever. i like having meetings after camp... why? becuase it takes 15 minutes out of sectionals. yessss.
i think i might do librarian and vice president. NO, i dont have an extra period, but all the librarians last year didnt either. so ha. plus i know how the machine works in there (:D) and i CAN BE organized. sometimes. :D. if i dont get it, i dont get it. whatever, i'll just try harder next year.
after camp, jenny picked me up and we went to her house, then kohls for clothing. yeay. "we're skinny. yessssss" haha. i think i really needed that trip, i seriously have not laughed that hard in MONTHS. it felt very good. AND i got a present. it was like christmas. jenny got me the new jodee mesina cd, hence my title "my give a damn's busted"
and now for my spchiel for the day.
everything happens for a reason. GET THAT THROUGH YOUR HEAD EvErYoNe! seriously. if something bad happens, if something unexpected happens, freak for a while. then be rational, apologize to the people that you've hurt, and move on. fix it. this might sound harsh, but crying really doesnt solve anything, its just an expression of emotion. all it really does is let the world know how you feel, and how weak you are. NO, i am NOT being a hypocrit. i admit, i cry. i cry infront of people and i tell people when i cry, and i am really open... but you know what? i'm emotionally weak. i'll happily admit it. i really am. but everything happens for a reason. if someone beats you, get over it and beat them again. if your mad about the fact that everything doesnt go your way, dont completely step on people and look horrible. just, seriously, calm down. everything happens for a reason and everything will be okay eventually. it will be okay EVENTUALLY because no one knows exactly WhEn it will be okay. maybe a day, maybe a week, maybe a year. but in the end, ITS GOING TO BE OK. DONT MAKE PEOPLE FEEL HORRIBLE. HAVE EMPATHY.
i had a good day.