Who Loves You?
Well...I don't really know what to say.
I went to the movies with Shane. And the next night he was losing it at me because I was going with Kenny after work. He lost it, and made me feel bad, so I went with him after work instead. Then the next day...which was yesterday, I tried calling him, and he wasn't home. Anyways, Kenny was in an unstable state of mind, so to say, and he came over that EARLY day and we went out with Crystal and them afterwards. Well, me and Kenny were just walking around from the back of the shopping centre from a business transaction, and Amanda drove by with Shane and Chris in her car, and I was like "holy fuck, we're dead" and sure enough, we got to the corner of CIBC and he was coming after us. He got pissed at me, and then turned around and told Kenny to watch himself and shit. He was seriosuly mad. Me and Kenny kept walking to meet Crystal and them again, and then we were all leaving, like 7 of us, to go to LCC and Shane called me over and he was like "where are you going with him?" and I told him I was going with them and even before I turned to leave he was yellnig at Kenny and then started walknig towarsd him losing it telling him he was gonna kcik his ass. i had no idea what to do. he was all like "She's MINE, she's with ME now," and Kenny was like "oh is she now?" he actually flicked his cigarette at Kenny! then Kenny was like "hey, i wouldn't be gettin fuckin saucy if i was you" and then I started to walk away with them, and Shane went back to Amanda and Chris. All Crystal could do was laugh, adn she like "WHAT THE FUCK WAS THAT? WHAT JUST HAPPENED?" it was so funny, I even had laugh at her. I felt horrible...how does this shit always have a way of finding me?
Holy fuck.
I really don't know why he lost it. I went out with the guy once...I knew him for TWO days. It's not like I married him or something! Jesus. But anyways...
me and Kenny are...?? Oh my. I'm so stupid. People will hate me. I kind of loved the single life though. it was different. I could do anything and everything, go anywhere with anyone...it was so good. But then...so is he. Stupidity. Love. It all gets you...EVERYTIME. But I do love him... as much as I hate it, and as much as I hate him, I still love him.
Funny story:
Kayla Cutler came into work last night when I was working and told me Willy Letto wanted to come into work to see me the night before. Does he even know who I am? And anyways, he told Kayla that she has to get em to hang out with him and her. If Willy Letto came up to me and started talking to me, I would honestly have to ask who he was. Crazy. Funny though, hey?
Anyways, it's only 5:15 and already my Friday night buzz is well on its way. haha. I'm so fucked. Tonight is going to be good...even though I have to work at 8:00 tomorrow morning. And tomorrow night is going to be an all-nighter. Crazy times in the woods!! yeah Crystal!! =) I can't wait to see all my friends all at the same place and time tonight!! A good night is going to be had tonight...and I can't wait to start it with you... all over again.
But this time, it's for real.
I went to the movies with Shane. And the next night he was losing it at me because I was going with Kenny after work. He lost it, and made me feel bad, so I went with him after work instead. Then the next day...which was yesterday, I tried calling him, and he wasn't home. Anyways, Kenny was in an unstable state of mind, so to say, and he came over that EARLY day and we went out with Crystal and them afterwards. Well, me and Kenny were just walking around from the back of the shopping centre from a business transaction, and Amanda drove by with Shane and Chris in her car, and I was like "holy fuck, we're dead" and sure enough, we got to the corner of CIBC and he was coming after us. He got pissed at me, and then turned around and told Kenny to watch himself and shit. He was seriosuly mad. Me and Kenny kept walking to meet Crystal and them again, and then we were all leaving, like 7 of us, to go to LCC and Shane called me over and he was like "where are you going with him?" and I told him I was going with them and even before I turned to leave he was yellnig at Kenny and then started walknig towarsd him losing it telling him he was gonna kcik his ass. i had no idea what to do. he was all like "She's MINE, she's with ME now," and Kenny was like "oh is she now?" he actually flicked his cigarette at Kenny! then Kenny was like "hey, i wouldn't be gettin fuckin saucy if i was you" and then I started to walk away with them, and Shane went back to Amanda and Chris. All Crystal could do was laugh, adn she like "WHAT THE FUCK WAS THAT? WHAT JUST HAPPENED?" it was so funny, I even had laugh at her. I felt horrible...how does this shit always have a way of finding me?
Holy fuck.
I really don't know why he lost it. I went out with the guy once...I knew him for TWO days. It's not like I married him or something! Jesus. But anyways...
me and Kenny are...?? Oh my. I'm so stupid. People will hate me. I kind of loved the single life though. it was different. I could do anything and everything, go anywhere with anyone...it was so good. But then...so is he. Stupidity. Love. It all gets you...EVERYTIME. But I do love him... as much as I hate it, and as much as I hate him, I still love him.
Funny story:
Kayla Cutler came into work last night when I was working and told me Willy Letto wanted to come into work to see me the night before. Does he even know who I am? And anyways, he told Kayla that she has to get em to hang out with him and her. If Willy Letto came up to me and started talking to me, I would honestly have to ask who he was. Crazy. Funny though, hey?
Anyways, it's only 5:15 and already my Friday night buzz is well on its way. haha. I'm so fucked. Tonight is going to be good...even though I have to work at 8:00 tomorrow morning. And tomorrow night is going to be an all-nighter. Crazy times in the woods!! yeah Crystal!! =) I can't wait to see all my friends all at the same place and time tonight!! A good night is going to be had tonight...and I can't wait to start it with you... all over again.
But this time, it's for real.