Yearbooks and Speed = GOOD TIMES =)
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I'm waiting for Shane to call. Wow. I'm so nervous!!
My life. Well, this weekend was the craziest, most fucked up, BEST weekend ever. I mean, I say that almost every weekend, but this time it's true. Me and Cheyenne are okay. That makes me so happy. I missed her so much. And no matter what she did to me, said to me, or whatever...she was still my best friend. And one of the most important things about friendship is forgiveness. It makes my life SO much easier, so much more enjoyable.
Friday...bonfire and Decker's. It was SO fun!! Kelty's bday celebration!! I woke up 9:30 to go to work 11-7 Friday morning, and didn't go to sleep until like 6 Saturday morning...when I had to get up at 9:45 that morning to go to work. It was fucked. But I was off work at 4, and ready for the night ahead =) Kelty's house! =) WAPPED to death with Cheyenne!! WHOOT!! We looked at yearbooks for like 7 hours straight. 12:30 till 7:30. It was insane. Crazy. We were SO in the zone. We started freaking out whenever we came to the last page of one. We even got on the serious hunt for more. It was such a good night!! So, I never went to sleep that night either, and I had to work 9-5 yesterday. And then, when I got off work last night at 5, I was loaded by 6. SO much fun =) WHOOT!! Yeah...we FINALLY got to sleep last night!
What a fucked weekend. I'm broke, I probably killed about a million brain cells, anf thruout the WHOLE weekend I got NO sleep, but it was so worth it. I hardly thought about him, and look at that...I'm going out tonight with Shane =)
Oh, but I did find out one thing. So, I was the lying cheating, slut was I? I was the booze whore and the bitch, was I? Yeah, well at least I never lied about it...for about 4 months. Deny everything, anything, yet still go around with that person, stuck up their ass...and when asked about it, deny liking them and get mad at me. Yeah, that's right. YOU are the lying, cheating bastard who just never had the balls to admit to it. Yes, that's right, you're pathetic. Sad. And most of all, you're a waste of my time, and I regret EVER having gotten involved with you. I was used, abused, and fucked over more times than I can count. And to think that you said it was ALL my fault. Funny shit. Go crawl in a whole somewhere and never let your face be shown again. But then, at the same time I feel all of this...I really don't care much. Because yes, I'm hurt, and I feel betrayed yet again by him, but it's not like I ever wanted to get involved with you again. Not with a player and a low-life. No. I'm over that. I'm never going to sink to a level that low again...I'm thru with guys like that. You taught me a lesson. When you KNOW you're being treated like shit...forget about love. Move on. I deserved WAY better than you. It's too bad I was too in love to realize it.
I'm waiting for Shane to call. Wow. I'm so nervous!!
My life. Well, this weekend was the craziest, most fucked up, BEST weekend ever. I mean, I say that almost every weekend, but this time it's true. Me and Cheyenne are okay. That makes me so happy. I missed her so much. And no matter what she did to me, said to me, or whatever...she was still my best friend. And one of the most important things about friendship is forgiveness. It makes my life SO much easier, so much more enjoyable.
Friday...bonfire and Decker's. It was SO fun!! Kelty's bday celebration!! I woke up 9:30 to go to work 11-7 Friday morning, and didn't go to sleep until like 6 Saturday morning...when I had to get up at 9:45 that morning to go to work. It was fucked. But I was off work at 4, and ready for the night ahead =) Kelty's house! =) WAPPED to death with Cheyenne!! WHOOT!! We looked at yearbooks for like 7 hours straight. 12:30 till 7:30. It was insane. Crazy. We were SO in the zone. We started freaking out whenever we came to the last page of one. We even got on the serious hunt for more. It was such a good night!! So, I never went to sleep that night either, and I had to work 9-5 yesterday. And then, when I got off work last night at 5, I was loaded by 6. SO much fun =) WHOOT!! Yeah...we FINALLY got to sleep last night!
What a fucked weekend. I'm broke, I probably killed about a million brain cells, anf thruout the WHOLE weekend I got NO sleep, but it was so worth it. I hardly thought about him, and look at that...I'm going out tonight with Shane =)
Oh, but I did find out one thing. So, I was the lying cheating, slut was I? I was the booze whore and the bitch, was I? Yeah, well at least I never lied about it...for about 4 months. Deny everything, anything, yet still go around with that person, stuck up their ass...and when asked about it, deny liking them and get mad at me. Yeah, that's right. YOU are the lying, cheating bastard who just never had the balls to admit to it. Yes, that's right, you're pathetic. Sad. And most of all, you're a waste of my time, and I regret EVER having gotten involved with you. I was used, abused, and fucked over more times than I can count. And to think that you said it was ALL my fault. Funny shit. Go crawl in a whole somewhere and never let your face be shown again. But then, at the same time I feel all of this...I really don't care much. Because yes, I'm hurt, and I feel betrayed yet again by him, but it's not like I ever wanted to get involved with you again. Not with a player and a low-life. No. I'm over that. I'm never going to sink to a level that low again...I'm thru with guys like that. You taught me a lesson. When you KNOW you're being treated like shit...forget about love. Move on. I deserved WAY better than you. It's too bad I was too in love to realize it.