venting...
I am so frickin hungry. Losing weight, again. I'd love to blame it on the lack of food in this apartment but that's simply not true, plus there are 3 other people that live here that are fat and happy and healthy. I don't know why I have such huge problems with food. Is there such thing as an eating disorder where you just hate food? I get so hungry that I feel like I haven't eaten in days, so I try to eat and I get 1/3 of the way into a meal and I don't want any more. Nothing ever sounds good to me yet I'm always starving and bitching that I'm hungry. People think I'm anorexic or some shit and I do this on purpose, but I just don't like food. I'm tired of barely staying above 100 pounds, I want to gain weight but I don't really know how to get past my issues with food. What makes it worse is that every fucking person in the world thinks they're fat and struggles with losing weight, so that whenever I open my mouth about this I get "shut the fuck up skinny bitch, I'd kill to be you." Fuck you, fat people. Teach me how to eat like you do and then I'll shut up.
Slimjim.
Slimjim.