Jun 27, 2004 21:54
i was supposed to go watch fireworks with my mom tonight and she got sick so now i'm bummin
but not that bummin cause i just found out i'm apart of a hot rap group
and i was talking to this boy about moving and it gets me all excited and such
and this other boy is drawing me up something to cover the horse shoes, thankfully
and well the other day i was talking and someone asked me "who am i " and i stopped and didn't know how to answer that question, so lately ive been my usual analytical self and ive been thinking of who i am and this is where i got:
i am stefani and i'm 18 and most of the time i don't feel like i fit in with anyone aside from one person who gets me. and if i ever find the male version of her or of myself i will no doubt marry him. i'm someone who has a crazy past along with bright ideas of the future. i'm a dreamer at best. i'm extremely open minded and look and every person for their individual selves. i'm going through a huge growth process as we speak and am finding more about myself than i ever knew and let me tell you it's awesome. hopefully some self confidence comes along with the growth. i like to do things out of the box and not be carbon copies of other people. i like being a bit eccentric with a hint of normalcy. it works for a good mix. i like not to be labeled as anything cause i think the world has so much to offer and so many diverse things to explore and i think labels restrict that. i like reading things about the peace corps and other organizations similar to that because they give me some hope for humantiy. i like being stupid and spontaneous and i like people with a good sense of humor. i have many many flaws such as getting annoyed too easily and being lame, but i want to work on my many flaws. i like love, dreaming, and the simple things in life.
and yea thats all i got so far, i hope to do this again at the end of the summer and hopefully i can add more. i'm sure i can add more now its just not coming to my brain however.
well i'm going to go write some raps and dream about moving
hope everyone has a goodnight<3