You seem like you'd be a good dad
For a long time I was in love
Not only in love, I was obsessed
With a friendship that no one else could touch
It didn't work out, I'm covered in shells
And all I wanted was the simple things
A simple kind of life
And all I needed was a simple man
So I could be a wife
I'm so ashamed, I've been so mean
I don't know how it got to this point
I always was the one with all the love
You came along, I'm hunting you down
Like a sick domestic abuser looking for a fight
And all I wanted was the simple things
A simple kind of life
If we met tomorrow for the very first time
Would it start all over again?
Would I try to make you mine?
I always thought I'd be a mom
Sometimes I wish for a mistake
The longer that I wait the more selfish that I get
You seem like you'd be a good dad
Now all those simple things are simply too complicated for my life
How'd I get so faithful to my freedom?
A selfish kind of life
When all I ever wanted was the simple things
A simple kind of life
...I don't know what to do. Everything is surrounding me and I can't do a thing about it. I just feel like my life is thru. I just want to die. I really really want to make her happy but...i'm weak. I am tired of pain, being caused and causing it myself.
Life is tearing me apart
I need to run away tonite
I need a fresh breath of air
If you were here
Then everything would be fine
But you're not here
You're nowhere in sight
If only you knew the pain of losing you
But you don't
You never will
Because I am the mistake
I've always been the problem
What was once beautiful
Is now a nightmare
Ana will always be my best lady
As so will Mia
The pain is immediately taken away at their feet
When I devote my life to them
Things will be fine again
I have a safe place to go
All i need to do is run to them
They will extrude the pain
As I so need
My pain will be their pleasure
As it always has been