If it's not working change it.
You know it's no secret that I'm constantly pulling my hair out about everything. Work, roommates, sex, school, relationships, just life in general. I seem to stress out about everything and I'm always looking on the dark side of things, and then when I do I get angry at myself for being stressed or negative and things spiral out of control. I think it's pretty ovbious I need to make some lifestyle changes. I think I've made some good starts, moving was a good idea. Already i'm sleeping better. I sleep for shorter periods of time and I feel more refreshed when I wake. I think going to school is going to be a mixed blessing. Some things will be posative and may help me relax and find peace like the setting, though some things like exams will stress me out more. Right now it's just extra stress because I need to save up a lot of money and I know i'm not gonig to be ableto save all that so I'm going to need to take out another loan and that stresses me out more. Speaking of saving money I think I need to change my work scedual. Right now I got layed off from one of my sites wich means less hours for a little bit. I should take advantage of that and relax a little. Then in a bit I'm supposed to have a meeting with a manager and union rep to find myself a new site. I think I should push for someplace quiet and close to where i'm living now. I think on the whole I need to detach a little and take a simpler more "laisser faire" aproach to life. I need to stop stresing so mcuh. im just not sure how to do that. Maybe I should take up yoga or something? I dunno. Anyways...