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When life hands you lemons. You throw the shit out of them at something particularly fragile. This way you can hear the disasterous effects and shit starts SMASHING!
lolol.
I am hurting. On the Inside. I want to cry. But that hurts too. I hate this fucking game. Why should the grand prize be competing for someone who isn't sure about what they even want? If I am second guessed and a second thought, then most often times will I be second placed too if I continue on with all this?
It's all a difficult situation, but my horoscope said that within time I would come to realise what I have to do.
Then it also said that the most unappealing path of choice will be the most rewarding. Could be related to a couple things. I think after we talk this afternoon, I will know more about everything that is going on. But I'll tell you this will be a long day for me reguardless. I feel like I'm losing more and more every day.
:[ I'm feeling frustration, sadness, and insecure about the whole situation.
lolol.
I am hurting. On the Inside. I want to cry. But that hurts too. I hate this fucking game. Why should the grand prize be competing for someone who isn't sure about what they even want? If I am second guessed and a second thought, then most often times will I be second placed too if I continue on with all this?
It's all a difficult situation, but my horoscope said that within time I would come to realise what I have to do.
Then it also said that the most unappealing path of choice will be the most rewarding. Could be related to a couple things. I think after we talk this afternoon, I will know more about everything that is going on. But I'll tell you this will be a long day for me reguardless. I feel like I'm losing more and more every day.
:[ I'm feeling frustration, sadness, and insecure about the whole situation.