Oh my god.
My horoscope fits perfectly with what has happened. I know what I need to do now, and I want to do the exact opposite. WHY is life so fucking difficult? And why did he really just do that? I am trying to think from both ends of the ordeal and also trying to figure out exactly what he was or wasn't thinking when he went to Vegas with another lady while I stayed home on New Years Eve.
My first initial thought about all this is "He kissed her on New Years Eve, so Good luck for you two in the coming year."
Wow, Talk about getting your soul smashed. I couldn't stop crying until I went to sleep last night, and eventually woke up bawling this morning too. I'm a god damn idiot anyways. I need to start learning. But it's hard when everyone you trust is such a good fake.
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My first initial thought about all this is "He kissed her on New Years Eve, so Good luck for you two in the coming year."
Wow, Talk about getting your soul smashed. I couldn't stop crying until I went to sleep last night, and eventually woke up bawling this morning too. I'm a god damn idiot anyways. I need to start learning. But it's hard when everyone you trust is such a good fake.
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