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[_shakeit]

i think i'm going to quit band. i don't want to leave the few people there i actually consider my friends, but i also want to get a leg up on my rowing career and make sure i'm there all head season. i feel guilty because my attitude basically is if its drumline against crew, crew wins. which i criticized kayla for. whatever, im dumb shes right. im

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[rawconnection]

ok, so I'm probably the last person on earth that you want to hear about band from but I do want to tell you some stuff.

First, being apart of pit still means you have to go to all the same practices, regardles of what mrs.frimmel is planning on doing, it's really not just as easy way out, it only gets you out of marching.
If your passion is to be in pit, then that's great, I'm all for supporting you on that, I'm even trying out for a pit as well, it is awsome.

But I do believe that you would miss bass way to much. You once said you feel you belong on bass, and you have way more fun. And in the stands, you dont get to do anything if your in pit...i mean you could play cymbals again? But playing pit now, it's like you might as well quit to begin with because in a year you'll probably be tired with it.

I hate to see you demote yourself when you know your a better player than most of the guys in the line.

I agree with everyone - crew can do more things for you, it can get you in shape, and I'm sure the people there are way more fun than band. But like Jenna said, holy crap are you gonna miss it if you quit.
Being with you since 7th grade, hearing you say you dont want to do this anymore really upsets me and I almost think you kidding, or doing this out of spite for state certain relationships with people in the drumline are in, which if that's your way of gettin over them, or getting rid of them, then that's just you.

Do whatever you feel will make you happy, and I guess try not to let the things that would get messed up get in the way of your decisions.
Band once was fun, but those were the days when non of us had other distractions.
i just dont want you to regret anything.

[_shakeit]

i guess i should say thanks, and that i'm sorry that half of the reason i'm quitting is because i can't take how much people like you care about band. and if you're referring to the same person i think you're referring to, i've been over it. this little comment here that i'm leaving is low and immature but i dont care. im tired of being the bigger person, im tired of seeing it everyones way, im burnt out from being the middle man, and if anything keeps me in band it will be landon and aaron and kayla and that one person you say im trying to get over. you may not think i know where my place is, and you may think that i'm messing with your queenship but the truth is, the real truth is that i dont care if we're better than manatee, i dont care about the FBA i dont care if i can to a left face without falling over my feet (which i can by the way), i care about my friends, about the people who have shaped my life as i know it today, the ones that have always been there, the ones that im not so sure about, and the one that leaves me to say what the fuck was i thinking and still we look back and laugh, and also who, who as always, was the first one to know and the first to try to talk me down. i may be being selfish or something i dont know, and i dont care if im better than guys in the line because on bass it doesnt really matter. besides, im trying to get rid of this air that some people say i have around me. i thought you might like to know, i'm considering six. fuck mr. evans for what hes planning on doing to aaron. you can screw me out of a drum but youre not going to do it to aaron and kayla too. go have a baby or something. on that note... peace. and manatee's mascot is billy blowhard...we or you guys as the case may turn out to be should use that. its hilarious.