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I cannot hardly stand it anymore!! Maybe I shouldn't have any girl friends.....or maybe I shouldn't have any guy friends. I always seem to get myself in these kind of situations! I don't even intend for them to happen, but it really hurts me....a lot. I feel very hurt in my life because stupid crap like this always happens to me. Not to mention I have about 20 girl friends because girls suck and are retarded.....example A (reason why I'm mad). No No....I take that back. This girl is not stupid or retarded and she most definately doesn't suck. But still....girl's are always sooo mean to me. So mean. They sit there at school and talk about me, and how i'm stealing their boyfriends, and how I think im cool, and how i pretend im a model, and how i dont deserve my boyfriend, and how dumb my outfits are, and how ugly i am, etc. etc. etc. You know it really comes to a point where I'm just so fed up and pissed off that I just wanna throw in the towel and say fine! You wanna be freaking bitches to me? Fine! I won't talk to your boyfriends who are my friends, i won't do modeling, i'll break up wiht my boyfriend so they can have him, I'll wear outfits just like them, all act like im a loser, and i'll get surgery so I'm pretty!!!!! WEll look at that! After I would do all that freaking stuff they still would be BRATS! Yup....it never fails.
And it isn't just the thing that happened yesterday at church...it's just everyone in general. Girls suck and I hate them. please leave comments. But I sure in the heck need them! BECAUSE IM FREAKING PISSED! Yeah....And I just keep crying. I need to grow up and quit being a baby! I cried all Friday night, started crying on Saturday, and after I found out what exactly went on at church and what people think and said...I cried again. Yeah pretty much! I get screwed over. And ya know what? You freaking loser brats who think im gonna take ur boyfriends....dont be so worried! Because if they really really like you (as I would assume) and I'm as ugly as you say I am....don't feel threatened! Because then I have nothing on you. You'd win hands down....if I even wanted your man! (oh ps. this part really wasn't for the church thing that happen....because I really like this girl. It just hurts me and bothers me she would think that way about me for a split second even...just like the other girls!)
Lock up your boyfriends!.....because you never know what type of freaking back-stabbing girl I can be!....HA! don't make me laugh!
Jade!
And it isn't just the thing that happened yesterday at church...it's just everyone in general. Girls suck and I hate them. please leave comments. But I sure in the heck need them! BECAUSE IM FREAKING PISSED! Yeah....And I just keep crying. I need to grow up and quit being a baby! I cried all Friday night, started crying on Saturday, and after I found out what exactly went on at church and what people think and said...I cried again. Yeah pretty much! I get screwed over. And ya know what? You freaking loser brats who think im gonna take ur boyfriends....dont be so worried! Because if they really really like you (as I would assume) and I'm as ugly as you say I am....don't feel threatened! Because then I have nothing on you. You'd win hands down....if I even wanted your man! (oh ps. this part really wasn't for the church thing that happen....because I really like this girl. It just hurts me and bothers me she would think that way about me for a split second even...just like the other girls!)
Lock up your boyfriends!.....because you never know what type of freaking back-stabbing girl I can be!....HA! don't make me laugh!
Jade!