the same...but different. Beauty of the Inside Grace...Beauty Within Words
When I'm at school....I'm Jade. The fun to be with, super awesome, girl everyone loves to hate, and easy target for boys to make little jokes at. It's all fun.....but when I get home.....it's different. It isn't that girl. It's someone else....i remember the past the most....I wonder why couldn't that have happen? Or why did that happen? Or could they please dear god have feelings for me because I want them so bad....Yeah but that's only when I get home. I sit here....feeling like I lost someone, or someones died. Well...I guess someone has...I have. When I get home it's just a mind game. I'm not sure if anybody can understand. I know right now of like 3 people that could understand and not one of them go to my school. My house is just constant chaos. Please somebody help me break free!
Think about it. Imagine climbing to the top of the empire state building and then.....jumping. Yes...eventually you'll hit rock bottom....but in that moment imagine what it would feel like! Amazing...wind racing trough your hair, hitting your body cold and hard, looking down at everyone...it would be so bitter sweet.
Today I made a point to my friend.....say you found out you were going to die. Why would you sit there and cry about it and worry and fret. Why not get up and live you life to the best. Don't cry, rather stand up and take the time you have.
Next point. Is it possible to go to a public school...or perhaps just any school...and be a full christian to the best of your ability and still be "popular" and "cool" and "fit-in" the way society would like you to? I don't believe so. If god even wanted us to fit in it would be ok to do worldly things! We are suppose to be different! Not the same as everyone else!
So think about it and be different!
It's too boring to be the same as everyone else.
If everybody and everything was the same...
there would be no beauty in that.
no sacredness....
nothing.
it would be a world of black and white....
and without color
....a rose is nothing.
Yes....we are like the colored rose. And everybody else is a black and white one.
Anyways back to my point. Also I think if your even hanging out with that cool crowd...which is the sluts, and easy girls, and boys who want some, and drink, and party, and smoke. Yah well if your hanging out with them..that isn't very christian of you and they need to actually KNOW you are a christian and don't agree and tell them about god and stuff. If you sit there and watch them do that you almost just as bad! At some point you need to cave in. And we all ahve temptations...yes....but if you're around that "world" than you'll fall faster. Faster to your death.
Well sorry this is long, but I haven't written in forever.
P.S.--I do not have a big brother. Everyone doesn't need to treat me like I'm their little sister. I need to make my own mistakes and live my own life. Yes I need protection but I can handle myself.
*Note to self---Be nicer to mom. Hard times with her....and she makes me wanna kill her....but she does have troubles. It isn't all her fault. Remember that!ooooo and don't hate anyone! and be nicer to everyone! Work on your gossip ability....DO NOT DO!
Think about it. Imagine climbing to the top of the empire state building and then.....jumping. Yes...eventually you'll hit rock bottom....but in that moment imagine what it would feel like! Amazing...wind racing trough your hair, hitting your body cold and hard, looking down at everyone...it would be so bitter sweet.
Today I made a point to my friend.....say you found out you were going to die. Why would you sit there and cry about it and worry and fret. Why not get up and live you life to the best. Don't cry, rather stand up and take the time you have.
Next point. Is it possible to go to a public school...or perhaps just any school...and be a full christian to the best of your ability and still be "popular" and "cool" and "fit-in" the way society would like you to? I don't believe so. If god even wanted us to fit in it would be ok to do worldly things! We are suppose to be different! Not the same as everyone else!
So think about it and be different!
It's too boring to be the same as everyone else.
If everybody and everything was the same...
there would be no beauty in that.
no sacredness....
nothing.
it would be a world of black and white....
and without color
....a rose is nothing.
Yes....we are like the colored rose. And everybody else is a black and white one.
Anyways back to my point. Also I think if your even hanging out with that cool crowd...which is the sluts, and easy girls, and boys who want some, and drink, and party, and smoke. Yah well if your hanging out with them..that isn't very christian of you and they need to actually KNOW you are a christian and don't agree and tell them about god and stuff. If you sit there and watch them do that you almost just as bad! At some point you need to cave in. And we all ahve temptations...yes....but if you're around that "world" than you'll fall faster. Faster to your death.
Well sorry this is long, but I haven't written in forever.
P.S.--I do not have a big brother. Everyone doesn't need to treat me like I'm their little sister. I need to make my own mistakes and live my own life. Yes I need protection but I can handle myself.
*Note to self---Be nicer to mom. Hard times with her....and she makes me wanna kill her....but she does have troubles. It isn't all her fault. Remember that!ooooo and don't hate anyone! and be nicer to everyone! Work on your gossip ability....DO NOT DO!