Case of the Mondays
too bad no1 has ever said aww why so blue ae of the mondays i bet! id hate that. i ned a fuckin hair cut. today sucked beyond belief
lets see whent 2 school it was an amazingly fun 3rd period michelle i swear u look the most stoned besides me...and the laughing doesnt help with the question r they sttoned.
hetaher u never waved back *tear*
intro sucked. were doign some stupid ass project and i dont even work on it in class. i just sit there and day dream. i just dont care abotu my grades nemore. i love that line in stan its playing now for some reason "I read about your Uncle Ronnie too, I'm sorry; i had a friend kill himself over some bitch who didn't want him." that deff isnt worht killing yourself.
day continued
more and more boring
blacked out in global. i think i have some disorder where ijust bnlack out leik im narcoleptic....it sux badly btu o well. started fallign asleep in spanish just cuz its boring and i hate it.
test nazi teacher lol...o well ms masso can b cool sometimes. fuck that rmeinds me
i haev a big ass test in spanish on vocab 2morrow. failign that...
slept in math.jen ahd the decency to walk form the front of the class to the back just 2 poke me to wake me up. thanx jenn. u rock. yea jenns a cool kid lol she used to liek me and then we became friends. then beign the asshole i was or still am went otu with her best friend and fucked up that friendship wiht her and her friend. tho her friend was just a stupid bitch whore who only cares botu herself...which is what she had told me but no0o im a smart ass who knows eveyrhting and didnt believe her. sometimes ignorance is funny. then she was right abotu whatd shed do next lol. ii hate wehn shes right...but im sure she hates when im right 2.
well day continues. i got bk that was amazing. tlkaed 2 some cool kids online.
then came religion. slept through it. i come home and shit starts
now for somet reason i coem in and my mom just feels the fuckign need 2 pis sme off now get this she asks me if i clale dmy teahdcer and evil witch. HOLY SHIT LETS FUCKING FLIP A SHIT. no i dont rmeeber. now im nto mad yet. but then she asks again. and now my pateince is growing weak. THEN she fuckign asks aagian. liek she was sting my anger levels and i just went
a-wol on fuckin every1. i dont need this bs so i start yellign at her ppl r tlelgin me 2 be calm but no fuck that dont ask me the same stupid question 3 and 4 fuckign times. then my dad gets into this and when he gets into shti thats my last straw. at this poitn im telling him no to go away hes pissing me off im shouting i tlel him ill take the toen i wnat with him and then he starts yellgin that im nto the boss and i tlel him i dotn care yada yada im getting in trouble my mom FUCKING ASKS AGAIN and i loose all feeling. i just start fuckignshouting i did so theyll get off my ass it wasnt even to the bitches face but supposedly im dangerous now like i got a fuckign gun on my waiste and a knife in my hand. im nto gonana fucking slit her throat or nething. fuckign ppl piss me off
o yea and b4 this ppl start iming me with ONE DUMB FUCKIGN QUETION sbotu the past. my only question is if u knwo im nto gonaan give the righ answer whyt he fuck r u askign me. and the othe rthing is do u really think i wnana think abotu my summer? do u think i wnat all the pain that ive gone throgh in the past with all this stupid bullshit. if u wanan know so bad about diana fuckign ask her dont bother me with the questions. u can fuckign call her if u feel the need that fuckign bad 2 know. i dont want to hear it just leave it alone. if u wanan tlka abotu ur heart getting broken and all the pain ufl shit the lies and all that other shit and loosnign 1 of ur best fuckign friends and them completely changing and being some stupid lifeless barbie doll then when it happens 2 u ill retunrnt he motherfuckign favor.
and no i dont need anger management. i need ppl to leave my past where it is.
where it is.
note to self: go to sleep earlier do ur math hw study fro global and spanish 2morrow 2.
p.s.: im fucked for both off those tests yay =)
ill write more later post comments if u want
fuck i almost forgot 2 meantion dn if i can go 2 saides moms b-day sat and i dont kwno if i can deal with all the drama thats goanan b caused by ppl
lets see whent 2 school it was an amazingly fun 3rd period michelle i swear u look the most stoned besides me...and the laughing doesnt help with the question r they sttoned.
hetaher u never waved back *tear*
intro sucked. were doign some stupid ass project and i dont even work on it in class. i just sit there and day dream. i just dont care abotu my grades nemore. i love that line in stan its playing now for some reason "I read about your Uncle Ronnie too, I'm sorry; i had a friend kill himself over some bitch who didn't want him." that deff isnt worht killing yourself.
day continued
more and more boring
blacked out in global. i think i have some disorder where ijust bnlack out leik im narcoleptic....it sux badly btu o well. started fallign asleep in spanish just cuz its boring and i hate it.
test nazi teacher lol...o well ms masso can b cool sometimes. fuck that rmeinds me
i haev a big ass test in spanish on vocab 2morrow. failign that...
slept in math.jen ahd the decency to walk form the front of the class to the back just 2 poke me to wake me up. thanx jenn. u rock. yea jenns a cool kid lol she used to liek me and then we became friends. then beign the asshole i was or still am went otu with her best friend and fucked up that friendship wiht her and her friend. tho her friend was just a stupid bitch whore who only cares botu herself...which is what she had told me but no0o im a smart ass who knows eveyrhting and didnt believe her. sometimes ignorance is funny. then she was right abotu whatd shed do next lol. ii hate wehn shes right...but im sure she hates when im right 2.
well day continues. i got bk that was amazing. tlkaed 2 some cool kids online.
then came religion. slept through it. i come home and shit starts
now for somet reason i coem in and my mom just feels the fuckign need 2 pis sme off now get this she asks me if i clale dmy teahdcer and evil witch. HOLY SHIT LETS FUCKING FLIP A SHIT. no i dont rmeeber. now im nto mad yet. but then she asks again. and now my pateince is growing weak. THEN she fuckign asks aagian. liek she was sting my anger levels and i just went
a-wol on fuckin every1. i dont need this bs so i start yellign at her ppl r tlelgin me 2 be calm but no fuck that dont ask me the same stupid question 3 and 4 fuckign times. then my dad gets into this and when he gets into shti thats my last straw. at this poitn im telling him no to go away hes pissing me off im shouting i tlel him ill take the toen i wnat with him and then he starts yellgin that im nto the boss and i tlel him i dotn care yada yada im getting in trouble my mom FUCKING ASKS AGAIN and i loose all feeling. i just start fuckignshouting i did so theyll get off my ass it wasnt even to the bitches face but supposedly im dangerous now like i got a fuckign gun on my waiste and a knife in my hand. im nto gonana fucking slit her throat or nething. fuckign ppl piss me off
o yea and b4 this ppl start iming me with ONE DUMB FUCKIGN QUETION sbotu the past. my only question is if u knwo im nto gonaan give the righ answer whyt he fuck r u askign me. and the othe rthing is do u really think i wnana think abotu my summer? do u think i wnat all the pain that ive gone throgh in the past with all this stupid bullshit. if u wanan know so bad about diana fuckign ask her dont bother me with the questions. u can fuckign call her if u feel the need that fuckign bad 2 know. i dont want to hear it just leave it alone. if u wanan tlka abotu ur heart getting broken and all the pain ufl shit the lies and all that other shit and loosnign 1 of ur best fuckign friends and them completely changing and being some stupid lifeless barbie doll then when it happens 2 u ill retunrnt he motherfuckign favor.
and no i dont need anger management. i need ppl to leave my past where it is.
where it is.
note to self: go to sleep earlier do ur math hw study fro global and spanish 2morrow 2.
p.s.: im fucked for both off those tests yay =)
ill write more later post comments if u want
fuck i almost forgot 2 meantion dn if i can go 2 saides moms b-day sat and i dont kwno if i can deal with all the drama thats goanan b caused by ppl