I have so much heart ache and I am tired of pretending to be strong
I don't want to make a false appearance of myself
I want her to be with me
I want her to share my life
I don't know what I'm doing wanting
She's like a lingering perfume

I hold her, in peace, inside
inside me there is a lunatic dancing
she is so far away
and she is, here inside

can't see the way out
I stand up, dizzy
I'm crumbling away

There are a million pieces on the table in colors and her slender hands sort through them ( Read more... )

I've gone to hell ( Read more... )

i don't really like cats at all.

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I yearn to burst the folded gloom; to bare the eternal heavens again; to feel once more in placid awe, the strong imagination roll a sphere of stars about my soul.

I've been reading Leaf Storm by Gabriel Marquez. It's a short book but I've been taking my time to let things sink in. I sit in the back of our van and read stories or look out the window every day. I have the whole bench to myself for a change, which is nice. And it can be as messy as I want it to be ( Read more... )

I was told that I am gay today. And got called a faggot. And was asked if my name was Napoleon.