i really thought he was the one. but he doesn't want me anymore.
alcohol causes fights.
i would never cheat on him, but he doesnt believe me.
i hate my stupid fucking past. i hate it.
i just want matt. i want his love. he means everything to me

I dont know what the fuck I was thinking?! Wanting a baby with josh. How AWKWARD!

I'm glad I found peace, happiness and love.

I get scared though. Of him leaving. He just seems too perfect..

*sigh*

I know no one writes in livejournal anymore but I figured I would incase some random person I use to hangout with sees and and sees that I still exist ( Read more... )

i bought a book called miss misery. its good so far. hah its like reading LJ because it has alot of lj entries in it. i sucked hardcore at bowling tonight but i feel like crap so i dont care. i have a gross throat and a headache. i saw jackass tonight it was funny. montreal was fun, drank a bit. i bought lacoste shirt and l.a.m.b shoes. i love them ( Read more... )

what shirt should i pick?

http://www.interpunk.com/item.cfm?Item=108884& this goldfinger shirt!

or

http://www.interpunk.com/item.cfm?Item=103422& the glassjaw one.

or

http://www.interpunk.com/item.cfm?Item=24123& the bright eyes shirt.

(ps. i already have 2 bright eyes shirts)

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