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Finally things are starting to look up in my life. Everyone always says that Friday the 13th is supposed to be bad luck.. but I disagree. I think it was one of the best days I have had in quite a while! It start out pretty blah but it ended pretty awesomely. Lets see... I dunno.. I was just in a good mood after band and it just kinda stayed there.. and then my parents and I went out to look at cars and I doubted that we would get anything.. but guess what?!?!?! I finally have a car!!!!! OMG!!!! Its amazing!! That is like a huge pressure lifted off of me... now I don't have to wake up at 6 in the morning just to go to school.. I don't have to spend hours and hours at school when I have no classes... its going to be awesome!!! I'm so exicted!!! Also another huge pressue was lifted off of me.. I wont say what it is cause it is pretty personal but lets just say that I feel total relief!!!!
and then on Saturday.. I dunno I really think it was an all around awesome day. I had a ton of fun at the game just joking around and acting like a dumbass.. and I finally found people who will act like a dumbass with me. I mean yeah Gilbert does.. but half the time he is in a grumpy mood and doesn't want to joke around with me. So I think god for my new friends who will joke around with me! YAY for them!!
And you know I have been thinking a lot lately and I had been feeling kinda guilty for the way I have been acting lately toward Gilbert. I mean he is constantly saying all the shit that he has to go through and that I put him through so much and yet he is still my friend.. and you know what... I go through a lot just to be his friend too.. I mean I have to put up with his constant mood swings and his ass hole remarks so next time he says shit like that to me... I am going to stand up for myself.. I'm not saying that I dont' do shit to him... because I know I do.. but I mean fuck... he isn't the only one who has to put up with stuff... I constantly put my feelings and my emotions aside to deal with his. so from now on I am not going to just sit there and listen to his constant nagging about my attitude. But with that said I am also going to work on my attitude. I honestly feel that because of recent events I am not going to be in such a bitchy mood because I wont have that much pressure on me. so yeah... i really think that starting this week things are going to be looking up.
Hey everyone check out the new song on my myspace... im that brown eyed girl!! lol
and then on Saturday.. I dunno I really think it was an all around awesome day. I had a ton of fun at the game just joking around and acting like a dumbass.. and I finally found people who will act like a dumbass with me. I mean yeah Gilbert does.. but half the time he is in a grumpy mood and doesn't want to joke around with me. So I think god for my new friends who will joke around with me! YAY for them!!
And you know I have been thinking a lot lately and I had been feeling kinda guilty for the way I have been acting lately toward Gilbert. I mean he is constantly saying all the shit that he has to go through and that I put him through so much and yet he is still my friend.. and you know what... I go through a lot just to be his friend too.. I mean I have to put up with his constant mood swings and his ass hole remarks so next time he says shit like that to me... I am going to stand up for myself.. I'm not saying that I dont' do shit to him... because I know I do.. but I mean fuck... he isn't the only one who has to put up with stuff... I constantly put my feelings and my emotions aside to deal with his. so from now on I am not going to just sit there and listen to his constant nagging about my attitude. But with that said I am also going to work on my attitude. I honestly feel that because of recent events I am not going to be in such a bitchy mood because I wont have that much pressure on me. so yeah... i really think that starting this week things are going to be looking up.
Hey everyone check out the new song on my myspace... im that brown eyed girl!! lol