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Well its been a while since I updated this thing so I thought it was time. Not much is really going on right now.. Im feeling somewhat run down from everything right now... between band and school, I don't feel like I have time for it all. It doesn't help that I'm at EPCC practically all day and its almost impossible to do my homework there because of all the distractions and then when I get home I have to wait till 9:30 before I can actually get on the computer in order to type of my school work... so I have come to the conclusion that I either need to get a lap top or I need to get a car... either one would help out tons!! but we will just see what happens.
You know after talking to some of my high school friends I am so glad to be out of all that drama. I hear them all talk about what is going on and I dont miss that at all... I am pretty much drama free right now and let me tell you it sure as hell makes my life a hell of a lot easier... none of this he said she said stuff that goes on in high school. so yeah.. glad im done with that.
And the whole love life situation isn't going that great... there was this one guy... but nothing ended up happening with that and we dont talk anymore... but eh.. it really doesnt matter... i don't need a guy to make me happy... i should be able to make myself happy, which at the present moment im doing ok with... i have my moments but for the most part im happy. Besides there are a few guys im somewhat crushing on but we will just see what happens. I guess to me is just seems silly to get involved because I will be leaving in less then a year now so whats the point of making something and then having to leave it.. ya know? but yeah I dunno.
Gilbert and I have been weird lately... he says that things haven't changed between us since he started dating bunny but I think they have... i mean how could they not... I don't feel like he is there for me like he used to be and I don't feel like he cares about me the way he used to... but eh maybe its all in my head... I dunno... but i am right about him I know that he isnt doing it on purpose... just sometimes i rethink out friendship because I guess its not what you would call a "typical" friendship... we have the most weird friendship ever... which isn't a bad thing... people just dont seem to see it like i do and they I let them put ideas in my head which I know I shouldn't do... but im trying to fight these ideas off.
but hmm... what else what else... band is going pretty good... everyday I meet more people that I tend to get along with. On the trip to Albequerque I met so many new people and it was fun! And now I am meeting more people in my section and coming to realize i am not the only outcast in the section! So yeah.. things are looking up for the whole band scence lol.
and class is going ok too.. it took me a while to get back in the swing of things but i think im doing pretty good now... I think ive gotten a hold of this whole college thing... at least for now.
I can't really think of anything else to say so I guess I will end this rambling...
You know after talking to some of my high school friends I am so glad to be out of all that drama. I hear them all talk about what is going on and I dont miss that at all... I am pretty much drama free right now and let me tell you it sure as hell makes my life a hell of a lot easier... none of this he said she said stuff that goes on in high school. so yeah.. glad im done with that.
And the whole love life situation isn't going that great... there was this one guy... but nothing ended up happening with that and we dont talk anymore... but eh.. it really doesnt matter... i don't need a guy to make me happy... i should be able to make myself happy, which at the present moment im doing ok with... i have my moments but for the most part im happy. Besides there are a few guys im somewhat crushing on but we will just see what happens. I guess to me is just seems silly to get involved because I will be leaving in less then a year now so whats the point of making something and then having to leave it.. ya know? but yeah I dunno.
Gilbert and I have been weird lately... he says that things haven't changed between us since he started dating bunny but I think they have... i mean how could they not... I don't feel like he is there for me like he used to be and I don't feel like he cares about me the way he used to... but eh maybe its all in my head... I dunno... but i am right about him I know that he isnt doing it on purpose... just sometimes i rethink out friendship because I guess its not what you would call a "typical" friendship... we have the most weird friendship ever... which isn't a bad thing... people just dont seem to see it like i do and they I let them put ideas in my head which I know I shouldn't do... but im trying to fight these ideas off.
but hmm... what else what else... band is going pretty good... everyday I meet more people that I tend to get along with. On the trip to Albequerque I met so many new people and it was fun! And now I am meeting more people in my section and coming to realize i am not the only outcast in the section! So yeah.. things are looking up for the whole band scence lol.
and class is going ok too.. it took me a while to get back in the swing of things but i think im doing pretty good now... I think ive gotten a hold of this whole college thing... at least for now.
I can't really think of anything else to say so I guess I will end this rambling...