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i feel sick. i can't imagine not seeing him again :( we're meeting up on wednesday 'as friends' to talk. we keep phoning each other and saying 'i love you'. i'm the one saying i want to stay with you though. and he's saying i don't deserve you, find someone better etc. i thought it would be the other way round. i'm stupidd. i told him i'd forgive him. he said i shouldn't. he said to spend a few weeks thinking if i really want to be with him or not & that if it's meant to be we'll get back together. i'm still going to we are scientists with him & his friends next week though. because i ♥ them. i still want to be with him so bad :( even though: once a cheater, always a cheater.
what if he goes out with her instead? :( he said he hates her though. but i don't know. she isn't pretty & seems like a horrible person. i don't know why he did it :(
i got my interview letter from norwich today. fuckfuckfuck. i'm scared :|
here's some cds i designed:
they look a bit shit in the picture but i think they're the best thing i've ever done ^_^ & alex said it was the best music design project he's ever seen. hahah. *geek*
also i have a new coat:
i feel like chantelle haha.
byex
what if he goes out with her instead? :( he said he hates her though. but i don't know. she isn't pretty & seems like a horrible person. i don't know why he did it :(
i got my interview letter from norwich today. fuckfuckfuck. i'm scared :|
here's some cds i designed:
they look a bit shit in the picture but i think they're the best thing i've ever done ^_^ & alex said it was the best music design project he's ever seen. hahah. *geek*
also i have a new coat:
i feel like chantelle haha.
byex