Apr 03, 2006 15:16
here, my mate heather shagged your boyfriend. 1st of june last year, i reckon. and he still tells her that he loves her and she's got some chat logs to prove it if you're interested.
have a nice day!
it's true.
i can't believe it.
we had so many plans. & now i have from now to summer by myself. because..i have no real friends. because i stopped hanging around with people at college to be with him. i have to sit in my house for the next three weeks thinking about it. everyone at college is gonna ask about it.
he was like my best friend. and the first person and i ever slept with. and the first person i ever loved & ever loved me.
i'm gonna have to go to work and say me and my boyfriend broke up because he shagged someone else.
i'm gonna have to tell my mum who was never sure about him anyway.
i hate him. but i really still love him because it hasn't sunk in yet & it doesn't feel real and i wish he didn't cos i can't imagine never seeing him again. i want to stay with him :( but i can't. because that would just be making a fool of myself.
i feel sick. i dnt know what to do :( i want to phone someone but i don't know who.