Nov 24, 2005 22:10
i keep telling myself that i don't have an obligation to this place. yeah, that's why i keep coming back each day. things are still going sweet and i'm still hoping for the best. the world was getting sad, it doesn't know what it would do without my faith. i'm one of the only ones left. people need someone to keep trusting them. i'm trying, and you're trying to give some of that trust back. we can't do this on our own, we need each other.
i just wanted to see his words to anyone, because i know they'd make me laugh, and smile, and love. it's like i know him better than he knows himself. but really, i only know what he lets me. how easy would it be to fall in love if you could choose what the person would know? i don't need reasons to fall faster. and if i knew then what i know now, would i still love him? would there be anything to want back? i can be perfect for a few months too. "but you'll be on my mind forever." she sings it better than i can, and i believe it more than she ever did. one day i'll ask her if she wants to trade.
she reads this like it's hers, and i write it like it isn't mine.