write down the first sentence of the first post of each month ( Read more... )

i keep putting off saying goodbye to this place. i don't know what it is i can't let go of. the idea, the object itself, or what's inside it. it's been a crazy year. continuously changing, so i guess that's as good as it gets in my standards. but, i'm looking forward to something new, and even more different. so here's to the only thing i've had ( Read more... )

well...

i guess that's everything.

i got the job!!!! it's official, i work at a little french cafe!!! i am so excited. that means i got three out of the seven things i asked for. pretty good seeing as the others were impossible. i'm pumped for life. i haven't actually been excited about something in so long. i should starting knowing what i want more often, it feels pretty good when ( Read more... )

humans are such ugly beings. who decided that the word beautiful could ever describe any of us? we're all undeserving, and it's so powerful. who decides what's pretty, and beautiful and attractive? who chooses how a person should look ( Read more... )

this is fucking bullshit,
and really good news.

i've decided that you can either have a good sixteenth birthday, or a good rest of your life ( Read more... )

they ask me what i'd like and i say "all the time in the world." they laugh and they hand me another box full of all the pretty things i'll never need, like i deserve to be spoiled. i smile and thank them, and try every thing on, like i need it to be pretty ( Read more... )

tomorrow...

is full of endings and depression. of due dates that i never got around to completing. of a slap to the face at how fast this year is going, and how far behind i'm getting. tomorrow...

is my birthday.

my life is going to make a sweet independant film.