Nov 14, 2005 21:56
i'm not a person anymore. i walk around, i hold conversations, i even laugh every now and then, but i don't think i'm alive. i keep watching waking life and each time i get a little bit more jealous of the main character. i'm just as dead as he is, why don't i get the meanings to life?
i really want to bite all my nails off but i have to stop myself. i don't know why.
i have an online lover, and that's the best thing about the world. he has really good taste in movies.
i'm angry at everything, but i think i'm just overtired.