no less defeated
i havent updated for years because i am a bad person + my life is boring = nothing to write about.
dan & i made the mistake of going to the mall yesterday, baaad move. i hate the holidays, blah. too much effin' traffic & nonsense going on. christmas isn't even for another month, jesus.
turkey day kind of blew. my uncle got me drunk which made the whole ordeal feel a little less like torture, but i still wish i'd just stayed in bed. its such a depressing holiday and a sad excuse for a 5-day weekend. i mean really, what are we celebrating? we came to america, ate some turkey with a bunch of indians, then raped their wives, gave them all syphillis & some other lovely, foreign diseases, scalped the ones who wouldnt keep their mouths shut, and took over their land. i mean really, what is this country all about? such typical republican-america. it makes me sick.
on a lighter note, i have now gone to mall 3 times in a row and bought nothing. something is wrong with me i think. it must be because i'm more motivated to spend money when i'm depressed and i have nothing really to be depressed about right now sOo no need to buy? i have no idea.
my doctor tells me i need to start eating more & having more calories cause i'm losing too much weight. effin' meds. if the bitch would just give me less medication maybe this whole weight loss thing wouldn't be an issue..then again she wouldn't make any money that way so oh well i guess.
my parents have been discussing real estate a lot lately, which makes me happy. i want nothing more to get my ass out of this god forsaken town & moving is the fastest way to do it. i suppose theres no point in paying taxes here if after another 6 months we wont even be using the school system & never really gave a shit about football so really, whats the point? finally they are coming to their senses after 13 freakin years..& just before i'm gone, but oh well. its about effin time.
i'm seeing the incredibles tonight..sweet. i feel like its gonna be kind of lame but everyone tells me otherwise. we shall see.
the countdown until june 19th continues - 204 days, thank god. i have been waiting for that day since for over 3 years now.
i volunteered to schelp my brother's ass to westchester today. sweet.
i'm out. ♥
dan & i made the mistake of going to the mall yesterday, baaad move. i hate the holidays, blah. too much effin' traffic & nonsense going on. christmas isn't even for another month, jesus.
turkey day kind of blew. my uncle got me drunk which made the whole ordeal feel a little less like torture, but i still wish i'd just stayed in bed. its such a depressing holiday and a sad excuse for a 5-day weekend. i mean really, what are we celebrating? we came to america, ate some turkey with a bunch of indians, then raped their wives, gave them all syphillis & some other lovely, foreign diseases, scalped the ones who wouldnt keep their mouths shut, and took over their land. i mean really, what is this country all about? such typical republican-america. it makes me sick.
on a lighter note, i have now gone to mall 3 times in a row and bought nothing. something is wrong with me i think. it must be because i'm more motivated to spend money when i'm depressed and i have nothing really to be depressed about right now sOo no need to buy? i have no idea.
my doctor tells me i need to start eating more & having more calories cause i'm losing too much weight. effin' meds. if the bitch would just give me less medication maybe this whole weight loss thing wouldn't be an issue..then again she wouldn't make any money that way so oh well i guess.
my parents have been discussing real estate a lot lately, which makes me happy. i want nothing more to get my ass out of this god forsaken town & moving is the fastest way to do it. i suppose theres no point in paying taxes here if after another 6 months we wont even be using the school system & never really gave a shit about football so really, whats the point? finally they are coming to their senses after 13 freakin years..& just before i'm gone, but oh well. its about effin time.
i'm seeing the incredibles tonight..sweet. i feel like its gonna be kind of lame but everyone tells me otherwise. we shall see.
the countdown until june 19th continues - 204 days, thank god. i have been waiting for that day since for over 3 years now.
i volunteered to schelp my brother's ass to westchester today. sweet.
i'm out. ♥