a censored write up on love
this week was not exactly my idea of a good week. looking at colleges in philly = one big waste of my only day without classes. i hate the end of the semester, it stresses me out.
i hate that everything in my life is always the same, yet everything feels so inconsistant. does that make any sense? probably not =/ nothing really makes sense right now.
you're the only thing that gets me by anymore. i thought i could learn to be self-dependent again but i was wrong..and i really dont care. you keep me sane & that means everything. you mean everything.
its so odd to have feelings like this, real feelings - not forced ones, for the first time in probably 17 & a half years.
jesus, i have no idea what i'm talking about anymore..and i dont even care =) ♥
i hate that everything in my life is always the same, yet everything feels so inconsistant. does that make any sense? probably not =/ nothing really makes sense right now.
you're the only thing that gets me by anymore. i thought i could learn to be self-dependent again but i was wrong..and i really dont care. you keep me sane & that means everything. you mean everything.
its so odd to have feelings like this, real feelings - not forced ones, for the first time in probably 17 & a half years.
jesus, i have no idea what i'm talking about anymore..and i dont even care =) ♥