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FUCK. WHY CAN'T I JUST STOP? WHY DO I STILL HAVE TO LOVE HER? WHY CAN'T I SEE HER FACE AND NOT FEEL LIKE STABBING MYSELF IN THE FUCKING THROAT OR THROWING UP?
Why does my stomach jump up into my throat and make me start to choke when I see someone that may look like her.
FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK
it's been months. She doesn't care about me at all, that's obvious. SO WHY THE FUCK DO I STILL CARE?!
FUUUUUUUUCK
Why does my stomach jump up into my throat and make me start to choke when I see someone that may look like her.
FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK
it's been months. She doesn't care about me at all, that's obvious. SO WHY THE FUCK DO I STILL CARE?!
FUUUUUUUUCK