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I know I say a lot about how much I care for Gary, but it's just so crazy to me to have found someone who's so true to me. My ex was such a horrible boyfriend, but I thought he was great for a little while. A part of me knew he was cheating on me, but I didn't want to realize it. Gary would never, ever hurt me like that. I was gone for five days and he told me he almost started crying because he missed me so much. I got home last night and even when he tried not to smile, he couldn't keep from doing it. I can't believe I've found someone who's completely devoted to me. He fawns over me. We're going on a weekend trip starting Saturday. I can't wait to be on our own for a minute. I mean, I get to sleep in his arms every night, but it's different when we live at my house.
I'm not planning on getting a place with Keiko anymore. She's a bitch. If she had a problem, she should have told ME, not texted her stupid friend about it. Well, fuck her. I've been wanting to get a place with Gary for months now, but I didn't know how to tell Keiko I wanted it to be just Gary and me, so now I don't have to. I can get a place with Gary and be happy. We already live together, so I know it'll be better than living with the ex.
Gary's the person I should have been with to begin with. He's absolutely amazing. He treats me better than anyone ever has. I've found someone who meets everything I've ever dreamed of. And he's GORGEOUS. He hates that i think he kind of looks like George Harrison... But he does! I know that's part of his appeal to me, but I absolutely adore him.
I've vowed never to make someone my world again, because it hurts way too much when that world crashes around you, so I refuse to put Gary in that place where he's my everything. I think it would jinx us, even though now I do have faith that there are good people in the world. He pulled me from my cynicism simply with a touch of his hand.
Something in the way he moves, attracts me like no other lover, something in the way he woos me... I don't want to leave him now. You know I believe him now...
I'm not planning on getting a place with Keiko anymore. She's a bitch. If she had a problem, she should have told ME, not texted her stupid friend about it. Well, fuck her. I've been wanting to get a place with Gary for months now, but I didn't know how to tell Keiko I wanted it to be just Gary and me, so now I don't have to. I can get a place with Gary and be happy. We already live together, so I know it'll be better than living with the ex.
Gary's the person I should have been with to begin with. He's absolutely amazing. He treats me better than anyone ever has. I've found someone who meets everything I've ever dreamed of. And he's GORGEOUS. He hates that i think he kind of looks like George Harrison... But he does! I know that's part of his appeal to me, but I absolutely adore him.
I've vowed never to make someone my world again, because it hurts way too much when that world crashes around you, so I refuse to put Gary in that place where he's my everything. I think it would jinx us, even though now I do have faith that there are good people in the world. He pulled me from my cynicism simply with a touch of his hand.
Something in the way he moves, attracts me like no other lover, something in the way he woos me... I don't want to leave him now. You know I believe him now...