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im pushing and pushing and pushing forward and coping. its getting hard again. running every day to try and get rid of some of my urges...not really working. My mum always tells me how proud she is of me, but I'm not particularly proud of myself today. I found myself looking at pictures of super models and being hypnotized by their sharp and angular beauty...I stopped myself.
I don't want to let on how hard recovering is to my family or my sister but all I want to do is cry today. Think of the positives, think of the positives.
I just got cast in a play of 12 people for this summer. I'm start getting excited for that.
Sorry about this post, just needed to vent to someone.
-grace.
I don't want to let on how hard recovering is to my family or my sister but all I want to do is cry today. Think of the positives, think of the positives.
I just got cast in a play of 12 people for this summer. I'm start getting excited for that.
Sorry about this post, just needed to vent to someone.
-grace.