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I just can't win.
I just don't know what to do anymore and why I bother.
He's making me crazy and hurting me so bad.
I screw it up because I'm so upset and hurt still.
And I don't feel like I can trust him.
He told me I'm weirding him out. How am I ever going to get him to see that I was so emotional over pms/family issues/ and that I had been drinking..and I was upset and didn't mean to go so irrational on him.
I'm so afraid he'll never talk to me again..or whats worse....never let me see him again.
I don't know why I care anymore.
Why do I let him do this to me?
I just don't know what to do anymore and why I bother.
He's making me crazy and hurting me so bad.
I screw it up because I'm so upset and hurt still.
And I don't feel like I can trust him.
He told me I'm weirding him out. How am I ever going to get him to see that I was so emotional over pms/family issues/ and that I had been drinking..and I was upset and didn't mean to go so irrational on him.
I'm so afraid he'll never talk to me again..or whats worse....never let me see him again.
I don't know why I care anymore.
Why do I let him do this to me?