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[_rayne_sama_]

Today, every smile felt so forced and every laugh felt like a lie. No matter how true each positive emotion I expressed was, it still felt like there was something crawling through this gaping hole in my chest.

I'm starting to feel invisible. I see myself on the outside and I don't know what to do.

I'm spiraling down. When will I find the bottom?

I need some alcohol to drown my fall.