no subject today, sorry

Sep 13, 2004 20:49

My nails are drying right now so excuse me in advance if you see a few typos. when my nails are wet, I feel helpless. you can't do much of anything until they dry.

well, mes petits, I'm in a so-so mood this evening. I got my king arthur essay done, so that's good, and I just made chocolate chip cookies for my dorm, and now everyone loves me, so that's good too...it's actually fun, the guys seemed especially appreciative ;)

But lately, somebody has begun to piss me off. (pardon my french) I mean, I know you can keep in contact with people after graduation, you people reading this right now are living proof of that. But cheese!--you write a few letters, send a few emails, make a few phone calls...and sometimes you wonder why its YOU making all these efforts...

why can't he just send me a stupid email?!

If there's one person I DIDN'T want to lose contac with after graduation, (no offence to you guys) it's Luke. I honestly, stupidly thought we'd be friends for a long time. I guess he just doesn't want to keep my friendship...whatever.

It's stupid, I get along with people here, but no one seems to understand me like he does. I can't talk to them, really, you know? the boys like to flirt and the girls like to gossip. I shouldn't have gone to a school where I don't know anyone...

And now I'm crying.

he's a snob anyway, he's a music snob.

Thanks to anyone reading this. I just want to tell you all now that I've come to value our friendships even more now that you all still talk to me, even though you've got a perfect excuse not to.

I love you.
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