Jul 23, 2007 22:46
As I'm sure many of you can empathize with, it's very hot in our apartment. I've finally given up sleeping in my room and tonight will join Jackie in the living room. I think the fact that I had a three hour nap out here and it's the best sleep I've gotten since the heat started might have something to do with that. Of course, the fact that I had a three hour nap out here may make it difficult to sleep. Ah well, such is life.
I have a theology paper due Wednesday. I was planning to write it tonight...sleeping won. That means I have A LOT of paper to write tomorrow after work. I'm pretty much glued to this couch, it's kind of gross really. But it's so nice and close to the blessing which is our air conditioner. We would have a hard time coping without it.
Work was blah today. Somehow, most of the building is nice, airconditioned and cold (to the point you need a sweater) but my office is a sauna. I spent as much time as possible in the drop in waiting for my one-thirty appointment, but she never showed and by 2:15 I had to go back to the heat. She wasn't even my appointment, I was covering for my supervisor.
I need to sleep/eat better despite the heat. I realized last night that I hadn't been eating properly. Eating, yes, but well, hardly. It's actually kind of bad, and I'm sure it's due to the heat. I know myself pretty well though, and lack of sleep, bad eating, and heat are a bad combination for me. If I don't get at least two of those back to normal soon my emotions will wind up all over the place. Sigh. At least I know myself, cause really, I don't want to have some completely random breakdown because someone mentions I have mud on my foot or something stupid like that. And with all this retreat stress...
Speaking of retreat stress. Right now I'm not feeling it too badly, but I can feel it coming. I can feel the pressure. Once I'm done this class I think it's really going to hit me. In fact, I may go insane (prepare yourselfs :P). As of right now, we don't have a life guard, a worship team or anything planned for rec (Tyler Worden you are my hero, I'm counting on you)! I'm just trying to take it one step at a time, pray and breath, pray and breath, pray and breath. Somehow, this will all work out.
pyc,
apartment,
tired,
work,
heat,
school