rent is the greatest musical i have ever seen.

 sometimes i find things in my room (which really should be cleaned more often) that make me want to vomit.
i cant believe how i almost completely ruined my life, i ruined and wasted years of it on a friendship and a relationship that were crap. complete crap. andy asked me why im prettier than most of the girls i date. i laughed, there was only one ( Read more... )

i have never been so upset with myself.
my drinking leads to poor life choices.

i hope i didnt ruin my chances with either of them.
im generally not that type of girl.

i want to see you when im sober. ive met you three times and im intrigued by you. ryan said you liked me after the first time we met. i think i fucked it up on wednesday night. 

definitely ended 2008 interestingly.
im that girl.

oh shit.

next month i am going to be a wreck.
one year.

on the plus side...
i got a lemon zester. =]

 you're logic, then and im assuming now, makes no sense. those "insightful" thoughts you had, were not at all insightful.. they dont make sense. but whatever. you're honestly one of the most stupid and unintelligent people i have ever met. you fucked up your life, not me ( Read more... )

i miss high school summers, not high school, just the summers. when working twelve hours a week with four hour shifts was all i had to do. i miss working until eleven, going out with my friends, walking home at six in the morning to say hi to my mom when she was leaving for work and going to sleep until she got home. midnight swimming in my ( Read more... )

hahahahaha.
sucks to be you.
apparently, it also sucks to be me because i have the plague, again.
fuck that shit.

 i am ridiculously thankful for my family... every single member of it. from little john in hawaii to my brother who will always be my most favorite person ever. everyone is so supportive of anything i could ever want to do with my life. and i love that we're crazy. we drink beer and make fun of eachother every time we're all together and i would ( Read more... )

 glad you interrupted studying... missed you, babe.