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Well, I guess I knew this was coming.
Angel and I talked briefly on the phone earlier and... Things got brought up. Things that I think he'd rather I left well alone. Even the slight mention of his son and I swear, I heard his brow crease into that mono-frown.
*sighs*
I have no idea what to say to him. Hell, I even blew Doyle off the other night with some suck-ass excuse and I've got nothing to make up with him. Then there's Eve who is totally vibey but... She's being really nice to me. As in, offering to take me to this Shaman guy who'll put me back on my path and I have no idea what to think of all of this.
Faith and I... We, God, we bonded, I think. We actually had a conversation that didn't involve me hurling insults or her hurling elbows and... I think she gets it. The whole coma and not fitting in thing. She gets it because she's done it and I kinda think that's what I need right now.
I need someone who's done bad before. She's done bad, she's done the whole coma thing and she's got through it.
I need Faith. Kinda weird sentence, huh?
I'm having dinner with Wesley later, too. A late one, after my stint with Faith. I tell ya, this making things right? Exhausting.
Okay, I have food-- Even though I know Angel's not exactly a foody but... I have food and drink, O-Pos, 'cause I doubt he's grown out of that. And... I'm ready.
I think.
Oh God.
Angel and I talked briefly on the phone earlier and... Things got brought up. Things that I think he'd rather I left well alone. Even the slight mention of his son and I swear, I heard his brow crease into that mono-frown.
*sighs*
I have no idea what to say to him. Hell, I even blew Doyle off the other night with some suck-ass excuse and I've got nothing to make up with him. Then there's Eve who is totally vibey but... She's being really nice to me. As in, offering to take me to this Shaman guy who'll put me back on my path and I have no idea what to think of all of this.
Faith and I... We, God, we bonded, I think. We actually had a conversation that didn't involve me hurling insults or her hurling elbows and... I think she gets it. The whole coma and not fitting in thing. She gets it because she's done it and I kinda think that's what I need right now.
I need someone who's done bad before. She's done bad, she's done the whole coma thing and she's got through it.
I need Faith. Kinda weird sentence, huh?
I'm having dinner with Wesley later, too. A late one, after my stint with Faith. I tell ya, this making things right? Exhausting.
Okay, I have food-- Even though I know Angel's not exactly a foody but... I have food and drink, O-Pos, 'cause I doubt he's grown out of that. And... I'm ready.
I think.
Oh God.