Aug 14, 2005 22:30
well well well... so i havent really been here in quite some time.. but whatever... i got my wisdom teeth out.. ew.. i had 6 of them.. and they are huge.. when i get the pics developed.. i will put them up.. but i have to get them first. and they arent that pretty.. only 4 were able to be kept the other two were like in little bits. that was on thursday.. i got n anesthetic, and i passe dout. it was such a cool feeling. all i remember is going there.. sitting in the chair and them putting the needle in.. then this lady with really soft hands came and held my hand, i relly liked her. and i said she had soft hands.. and tahts it.. i dont remember anything until i was in tim hortons, making coffee.. i was making an extra large coffee... then i woke up and i didnt know where i was! i was in the dentist office again.. and i was sorta mad because i thought they didnt take my teeth out until i told them to go to tim hortons and buy 6 cookies for 1.99 with no tax.. then i felt my mouth and it hurt sooo much! so they put 4 more needles in my face.. when i was awake! i was so high tho i didnt even have time to tell them to screw off. i got 12 needles all together.. and 6 teeth out, 10 stitches, and it was just over an hour long.. it was quite the event! after that i sat in the room for a bit and i had to pee so bad.. and i went to see my mom in the recovery room. and i couldnt stop talking. i had to talk! i didnt talk for like an entire hour. so then i went pee and the nurse went with me. after that.. they were tlaking to me and my mom. and aparently i woke up halfway through the surgery and asked them what they were doing.. so i got more anesthetic. after that i went home and watched lots of movies and tried to take pills witch didnt work very well since i couldnt feel my face or neck... after a few hours i gfelt so sick., from the anesthetic.. but i felt fine.. yesterday was the worst day... day 3. aparently that is suppose to be the worst day. and it was.. expesially after i found out that there were tylonol 2's in with my 3's. the pharmacist mixed up some of the pills in my bottle.. so i was taking half the dosage i was suppose to be taking.. thats why the pain was even werse than it was suppose to be.. so i took lotsa 3's and it all got under control. everyone has come to visit me and brang me stuff and watched movies with me! joe is gone for a whole week wich sucks, cuz i have al week off. but that means i can go to the beach withthe girls! ive seen almost every mnovie ever made! and i ve watched so many family guys.. i havent really slept a whole lot.. that is going to be tonite and tomorows plans... SLEEP! and i read the notebook... omg what a sad story! oaky... we that is my wisdom teeth story! ...
i have been getting along with everyone good.. since im on this new medication for my moods.. ive been so happy! joe, my bf is alot happier with me too! we are taking our relationship to the next level of being "serious" and its so aweomse! we tak about everything! and we are like.. a married couple.. we have supper together, and we have had sleepovers lately.. and i love just like.. waking up next to him, and we call each other out of the blue.. and omg.. he went away yesterday... last night.. i was emailing him and i was like omg i miss u so much and blah blah blah.. and i was on the phone with my cousin and i was going on and on of how i miss him and she is like.. oh, when did he leave? and i wa lsike hmm... omg.. this morning!! yea... he ONLY left yesterday! it feels like he has been gone for like... amonth.. its so weird.. like its only been ONE day.. ugh.. i miss him so much.. and ive already sent him 2 emails and letter to his house.. and hes emailed me and sent me a letter befre he left... its so gross for how much i miss him. why do we do this? why do young people.. go out and find other young people.. give them our lives practiallly.. and just know that its not going to last forever.. its only going to be a short term thing.. and we know our hearts will be broken.. we know we will jsut hate the person in the end... we know its going to be all bad and sad and just.. a huge ass mess.. where we cant even think straight without crying or freaking out... why do we do this??? is it just for those moments of being with that one erson that u love... u love so much.. that u WOULD give those weeks upon weeks of heart ache... it does show how much love one has for another to keep a relationhsip.. its like.. th more u get into the relationship.. the more ur love is true.. in two ways... the weya that ur with them and the way that the break up is going to be so bad.. like ur sacrificing time ut of ur happy life.. to have a nasty break up.... hmm..does that even make sense? it made sense to me a few minutes ago.. but then i tred to explain it.. and iconfused myself lol... can utell im on a shit load of medication.. ugh.. i gotta go email estehr now.. she is so fun to email when im all cracked out.. on like legal free drugs!!!!!!! oooooooooooh yea! hahaha alright.. im off people!
i dont really know whaat else to type about... i guess icould talk about univesity.. im going to redeemer university.. its gonna be sweet! no more crappy schools for me.. um yea.. im goig to bed.. but i just thought u all ought to know that i am iin SOOOOO much love right now! i LOVEmy boyfriend so frggin much!! bbye! and good night!