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I got my septum peirced. On a whim. It hurt, but not as much as people say it does. Its nice and ugly. Which is the desired effect.
All I need now is my sleeve done and I will look the way I want to look...more or less...at least when it comes to body mods anyways. It will happen, in August.
These last few weeks have been hard. Not hard in a 'my parents are dead' or 'I have cancer' type way just in a 'day to day life sucks' type of way. Feelings were hurt (mine for a change), words were exchanged and now I am back to sqaure one.
So alot of soul searching and all that goes along with it has ensued. Its funny that its only when times are tuff we decide to reflect and redefine whats important. I think maybe it would be much more effective if we reflected when times are great. To see what makes them so great and how to hold on to it a little longer.
So in lew of these last few weeks of 'whah whah' struggle. I decided a bit of constructive self mutilation would help. And it did on more levels than one. Because my parents & sister hate it, my boss went mental, and it hurts slightly.
I am waiting on an email someone said they would write me. Just because I am curious.
I am also getting a pet. hooray.
I am also starting a project. double hooray!!
All I need now is my sleeve done and I will look the way I want to look...more or less...at least when it comes to body mods anyways. It will happen, in August.
These last few weeks have been hard. Not hard in a 'my parents are dead' or 'I have cancer' type way just in a 'day to day life sucks' type of way. Feelings were hurt (mine for a change), words were exchanged and now I am back to sqaure one.
So alot of soul searching and all that goes along with it has ensued. Its funny that its only when times are tuff we decide to reflect and redefine whats important. I think maybe it would be much more effective if we reflected when times are great. To see what makes them so great and how to hold on to it a little longer.
So in lew of these last few weeks of 'whah whah' struggle. I decided a bit of constructive self mutilation would help. And it did on more levels than one. Because my parents & sister hate it, my boss went mental, and it hurts slightly.
I am waiting on an email someone said they would write me. Just because I am curious.
I am also getting a pet. hooray.
I am also starting a project. double hooray!!