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i've been thinking a lot lately...what else is new? anyway, what have i been thinking about? the past. again, what's new? i'll tell you what's new, i don't want to think about the past anymore. it's suffocating me. last night i started going through my pictures on my online profiles and deleting pictures of those who have left me behind. there are still a couple on there due to them being either pictures i like or pictures i like of myself that happen to be with a certain someone. whenever i start unpacking my stuff from arizona (yes, i still haven't done it yet...i don't have a room) i will start throwing away actual pictures of these people. i'm no longer allowing myself to think about the past. decisions made from now on are based on experiences i would like to have and goals i would like to achieve. i get so mad or sad when i think about the past. mad at the wrongs people have made against me and sad, because i long to have certain memories a reality again. it's true when you don't realize what you have until it's gone.
i'm done.
i'm done.