i cried today ( Read more... )

its been a while ( Read more... )

so, i've come to realize, that i'm definately the kind of person who needs to spread her wings ( Read more... )

it used to scare me... to think of you not in my life ( Read more... )

what do you do when everything you claim you don't want
is everything you're doing to yourself.
its not his fault.
&& thats what hurts the most.
i did this to myself.
i said no attachment
&& against all i claimed i wanted
i found myself attached.

i juss want to have fun.

&& if you ask me if i love him...

i'd lie.

you make me weak.
how do you tell someone how you really feel?
do you let them know, && risk losing it all?
or do you hold it in? && hope that they feel it too?

i think...

i can't even type the words.

your juss trouble in terrible blue eyes.

i'm not getting attached.
but you make me smile
i'm not getting attached.
but i wait for your texts everyday.
i'm not getting attached...

i think i'm getting attached.

i have a secret,
one no one knows...
i miss you.
i miss talking to you, when she wasn't around.
i miss the goodnight texts...

i fell in love with a boy 2000 miles away.
that can't be good for my heart.

have fun in california
apparently, i'm going to massachusetts instead.